Her 22nd birthday.

 I was born  in a small city around the border. I'm the first daughter and 3rd child in my family. I was raised by my both parents within a large family with seven girls and three boys.  I've got a chance to attend school and manage to complete my secondary level with 18years old. When I was young I used to lead a devil-may-care, happy and joyful life far from hate, jealousy, stress and anxiety. I was big fantasier and wanted to achieve great  things within what I called 22 years race project. 

I've spent all 20years in nonchalant world full of amazing things that made me smile everyday and things changed When I turned 21st. Everything I used to enjoy, think and do changed in a blink of an eye. I loved the life I lived when I was  surrounded by many people who dots on me including family, friends & besties, and unexpectedly lost everyone instantly . I've spent almost a whole year in darkness, loneliness, despair and everyday battles. Each and every spring was a fresh combat to dress for.  I couldn't portray my future anymore and all  my dreams was shattered into pieces that could never be reunited again.

Apart from all misharps I've been experiencing, I've  learned many things from it. This year I've learned how to stand on my feet again without asking  help from anybody else, after losing all I used to hope and believe in. I've discovered the value and connotation of real friendship. I've learned to be strong in a situation which urged me to weep, to call for help whenever I'm desperate , and to fight silent lonely battles without making cacophony. I've got to know that life isn't a travesty and discern how capable I am. I can't fail to remind you that I was thrilled to see myself achieving big things I wanted within this year, unfortunately all of this became a horror nightmare I ever had in my life.

I thought I couldn't find anything good or big to celebrate to day and I was planning to forget all those hours, days and months I've spent within this year, while they holds a big part of my lifetime story. I wanted to  reborn as new person and start a new journey of reseting new goals and dream new world I would love to create for myself for better.

This is my 21st year experience anecdote but  I would love to leave you a message of what to Learn from me. Firstly  Always equip your self for battle. if you are smiling today, don't forget  prepare a room for tomorrow tears. That is how life is and it's a fact that can't be changed. Learn to fight alone and train yourself to make a great choices for yourself that's when you be able to choose wisely when you are standing for others.

Learn to handle everything comes your way and always Call  for help when you need one. Tell your soul that you are good as one but best as team. Always be prepared to welcome turmoils and make an easy getaway portal to tackle each and every troubles thrown to you before it reaches you. Learn to accept what you can't change in life and train your soul to be familiar with facts and destiny.

Choose yourself as stand and be a foundation of your dreams. Don't build an island in wasteland build a masterpiece from your soul, blood and brain. Learn to return from ashes to possession. Reconstruct yourself when you are destructed. Above all don't play a hero, be yourself. cry if you feel pain,  shout if you want it out, hit hard if you feel desperate. It's okay to cry, to be weak, to be sad, to be scared but never choose sadness, tears, pain and loneliness as your new home address. You are the emperor with kingdom. Stand up again to fight for happiness, joy, healthy life, wealth and power. Rule your nation don't stay in hideout. Even if I didn't get to achieve what I wanted on my 22nd birthday but I'm still the Queen of my nation. That was one big reason of the few incentives of my celebration to day. 

Watch how wonderful friends can make you fly!!!

I'm grateful to our  almight father for blessing me with amazing people like them in my life. You've made me rise and fly again. Thank you for making my 22nd birthday remarkable & memorable.

My love for you will last a lifetime 💖💖💖.